Wednesday, August 11, 2010

FrUsTrAtEd~

salam readers!
it looks like i have not updated diz blog for a long time...huhu
nevermind...ngeee
erm today is the 1st day of ramadhan =)
so far everything is ok...xda lapo2...hahaha
i supposed 2 b happy today b'coz we're in ramadhan rite? but i don't know y, i felt frustrated....disappointed...rite after presentation of ILoP...haisy....
actually i've 3 presentations today...but...ntahla...huhu
start from the beginning until the last class,all d presentations which presented by me was totally K.O!!!!
it supposed 2 b better coz i was in year 2 already but it seems like it was getting worst...adehhh....what a shame on me can't present well in class....
and i admit that it was 1 of my weakness....

when i think back, i feel like i wanna change my course....huhu
diz is not i want actually....
the course that i took was far away from what i want....
i don't think that i can cope with all those subjects...
but what can i do now is, i just can try my best
malaysia boleh!!!!yeahh!!!


i went to kuis last saturday for my best girlfriend's convo,
and i met my SUK & SUI lecturer-the same person actually...huhu
u know what,i feel like i want go back to kuis!!!
i wanna further my study there...huhuhu
but there's 1 problem that i can't further my stdy there....sadisnya...huhu
i miss my old days there....='(
and i'm really sure that i can get what i want there.....

*"kn best kalau kita dpt pa y kita nk n leh pilih sumanya ikut suka ati kita...tp adakalanya kita kna korbankan jgk pa y kita syg...."

there's 4 years more 2 go,chaiyok2!!!
insya-Allah i can do it.
wish me luck ya!!^_^

Friday, July 2, 2010

BeRsiHkAn SeMaK SaMuN bLoG =P

salam satu malam...
ngeh3

erk...aaaachhooomm!!!!
waaa...byknya abuk n sawang smpai dh bersin2 dh nih...hahahaha
sedar xsdar dh berbulan2 rupanya xhapdate blog merah nih...ngeeee~
sbb pa ya xhapdate???jap2..nk pkir....(smbl garu2 dagu)
haaaa!!!!tau dh!!!
sbb bz kot...erk,bz sgt ke???xdala jgk...ngeeee~
xdala,cumanya xtau nk post pa...
dh 2 lak c KEEN nih plak dok bising2...
da org xhapdate blog...huhu

erm mlm nih tgh ujan,hahaha
aci x klau hapdate semata2 nk bgtau y mlm nih ujan???=p
sbnrnya kira bz jgk la...dh 2 xtau nk post pa kn...
rsa cm byk nk tulih,tp disebabkn t'lmpau byk, dia jdik blur...huhu

erm skrg nih kt umh,da la lbh krg smggu ja cuti...
ptutnya sem break tp da short sem lak...
compulsory 4 1st year student...huuuu
dh 2 da plak LSP 3....adehhh
xpa2 y pntg ELSP mng...huahuahua
ALSP...(nk kna bgtau gak ke???)-xyah la =p
so cuti smggu jelah sbbnya 6hb nih lak da LSP 1
haaaa...cmna y 2 & 3 dh amik sdangkan y 1 bru nk amik???
haaaa...2 y kita xtau,ye dok???hahaha =p

haisy....dh mkin ngarut lak...=p
sbb pa dh mkin ngarut???
sbb sejuk,mata mkin layu...hahaha =p
jom tdoq....ngeee~
nite2 =)

Saturday, March 20, 2010

KaMi MaSiH B'3 =)

nite readers!=)
rsa cm dh lma x update blog nih
byk sbnrnya y nk dimuat turun dlm nih tp
masa xmengizinkan...huhu

erm kali nih juz nk post y p jln2 ri2
p times square n low yatt..
p ngan spa???
haa...jeng3
p ngan tpah n amoi la...
waa...sgt best y tersgt2 best la!!!
sbbnya dh lma aku rndu sgt2 kt diorg b'2
t'sgtlah puas dpt jmpk2 lepak2 jln2 ngan diorg!
w/pn jap ja...jap ke???
erm aku kuar dr cni kul 2 kot
tp 3 lbh kot dpt nek train
aku sorg...tipah n amoi nek kt bangi
aku ckp kt diorg,"pndai2 la crik muka aku kt tpi tgkap dlm kmuter 2"
huahuahua
akhirnya diorg b'jaya mnjejaki diriku...huhu
n guess what???kmi b'3 pkai bju 1 tema!!!!
2 y dikatakn jauh d mata tp dkt d ati...=)
k smpai kl sntral,kmi mkn2 dlu
pas2 kul 5-5.30 cm2 smpai times square
pas2 jln2 kt low yatt...
kul 6.30 lbh krg kmi pn blik
smpai kl sntral kmi b'hnti mkn lg...huhu
pas2 bru amik train blik
waaa...puas gla dpt jmpk diorg
yela...dlu sntiasa b'sma
spjg 3thn...nsib bek skrg nih dekat lg
huhu
dpt la kuar2 lg ngan diorg nnt =)

*nk letak gmbr tp npa lak xleh...=(

Sunday, February 7, 2010

"BeRsYuKuRLaH"

at d moment i felt my heart was broke into pieces
i received a msg from a friend of mine
whenever i read it, i realized that i've 2 be strong
no matter what happened
d words are simple but very meaningful...

~hidup dalam dunia ini utk bersyukur~
"bersyukur kpd org y menyakiti kamu,
krna dialah org y menabahkan kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y menipu kamu,
krn dia y meningkatkn pengetahuan kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y x endahkan kamu,
krn dialah y memupuk kamu berdikari"
"bersyukur kpd org y menjatuhkan kamu,
krn dialah y memperhebatkan abiliti kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y menyeksa kamu,
krn dialah y menguji kesabaran kamu"
"bersyukur dgn segala ujian-Nya,
krn semuanya meningkatkn iman kamu"


so, apa2 y pahit y terjadik kt kita,
sumanya da hikmah...
di sebalik ujan dan panas terik
Allah hadiahkan pelangi y cantik kpd kita...

Friday, February 5, 2010

~D.o.W.n~

setelah sepurnama lamanya,
aku biarkn lamanku ini sepi,
jauh dari manusia sekelilingku...
erk...apakah ini??huhu

malam y hening, dingin, tenang n nyaman...
tp npa atiku xsetenang, senyaman mlm nih?
rsa cm down sgt2...dunno y...
spatutnya lbh b'smgt, b'ubah utk mnjdik y lbh baik
yela, dh p kem mengangkasa diri kn smlm
motivator plak bkn calang2 org
Dato' Dr. Hj. Mohd Fadzilah b. Kamsah
sgt best, btl2 memotivasikn diriku y ssh utk dimotivasikn...huhu
tp ntahla...someone plz help me...
need someone 2 b here beside me rite now...

tarik nafas pjg2...hembus...tarik...hembus...
erm tetap xok jgk..huhu
agk sukar jika memendam perasaan
bertambah parah jika dibiarkan terlalu lama
terasa perit jika masih ada yang tidak mengerti
namun, semuanya xakan dpt diselesaikan sekiranya kita masih mendiamkn diri...
berterus-terang...jujur...
hny 2 penyelesaiannya...mgkin y terbaik

"qulil haq wa lau ka na murran"
~berkata benarlah sekalipun ia pahit~

tp, aku bkn jenis y cm2...
dr dulu aku ajar ati aku
biarlah aku y memendam rasa asalkn org d sekelilingku bhgia
tp apa gunanya kebahagiaan org lain klau ati aku terluka?
xkira la kwn baik cmna pn
kdg2 terasa la jgk ati nih
tp bila pkir blik...atas dasar "kawan"
memndangkan kwn2 sndri...aku diamkn ja...
w/pn sbnrnya aku da hak utk bersuara
tp msg2 dh besar...spatutnya dh tau mn y baik mn y buruk...
kang kalau slh ckp, b'msm muka lak...2 y plg xbest tuh..
tp klau xckp..mkin mnjadik2 lak...
serba salah aku dibuatnya...
"K.E.S.E.D.A.R.A.N"
selagi xda kesedaran y mggunung tggi,
rsanya selagi tu lah sumanya xkn selesai...kn2?

so, apa y ptut aku buat?

"Ya Allah, tabahkan la hati hamba-Mu y kerdil ini...
berikan aku kekuatan dan semangat utk meneruskan hidup ini..."