"BeRsYuKuRLaH"

at d moment i felt my heart was broke into pieces
i received a msg from a friend of mine
whenever i read it, i realized that i've 2 be strong
no matter what happened
d words are simple but very meaningful...

~hidup dalam dunia ini utk bersyukur~
"bersyukur kpd org y menyakiti kamu,
krna dialah org y menabahkan kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y menipu kamu,
krn dia y meningkatkn pengetahuan kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y x endahkan kamu,
krn dialah y memupuk kamu berdikari"
"bersyukur kpd org y menjatuhkan kamu,
krn dialah y memperhebatkan abiliti kamu"
"bersyukur kpd org y menyeksa kamu,
krn dialah y menguji kesabaran kamu"
"bersyukur dgn segala ujian-Nya,
krn semuanya meningkatkn iman kamu"

so, apa2 y pahit y terjadik kt kita,
sumanya da hikmah...
di sebalik ujan dan panas terik
Allah hadiahkan pelangi y cantik kpd kita...

~D.o.W.n~

setelah sepurnama lamanya,
aku biarkn lamanku ini sepi,
jauh dari manusia sekelilingku...
erk...apakah ini??huhu

malam y hening, dingin, tenang n nyaman...
tp npa atiku xsetenang, senyaman mlm nih?
rsa cm down sgt2...dunno y...
spatutnya lbh b'smgt, b'ubah utk mnjdik y lbh baik
yela, dh p kem mengangkasa diri kn smlm
motivator plak bkn calang2 org
Dato' Dr. Hj. Mohd Fadzilah b. Kamsah
sgt best, btl2 memotivasikn diriku y ssh utk dimotivasikn...huhu
tp ntahla...someone plz help me...
need someone 2 b here beside me rite now...

tarik nafas pjg2...hembus...tarik...hembus...
erm tetap xok jgk..huhu
agk sukar jika memendam perasaan
bertambah parah jika dibiarkan terlalu lama
terasa perit jika masih ada yang tidak mengerti
namun, semuanya xakan dpt diselesaikan sekiranya kita masih mendiamkn diri...
berterus-terang...jujur...
hny 2 penyelesaiannya...mgkin y terbaik

"qulil haq wa lau ka na murran"

~berkata benarlah sekalipun ia pahit~

tp, aku bkn jenis y cm2...
dr dulu aku ajar ati aku
biarlah aku y memendam rasa asalkn org d sekelilingku bhgia
tp apa gunanya kebahagiaan org lain klau ati aku terluka?
xkira la kwn baik cmna pn
kdg2 terasa la jgk ati nih
tp bila pkir blik...atas dasar "kawan"
memndangkan kwn2 sndri...aku diamkn ja...
w/pn sbnrnya aku da hak utk bersuara
tp msg2 dh besar...spatutnya dh tau mn y baik mn y buruk...
kang kalau slh ckp, b'msm muka lak...2 y plg xbest tuh..
tp klau xckp..mkin mnjadik2 lak...
serba salah aku dibuatnya...
"K.E.S.E.D.A.R.A.N"
selagi xda kesedaran y mggunung tggi,
rsanya selagi tu lah sumanya xkn selesai...kn2?

so, apa y ptut aku buat?

"Ya Allah, tabahkan la hati hamba-Mu y kerdil ini...
berikan aku kekuatan dan semangat utk meneruskan hidup ini..."

2009~2010

salam
erm...there's nothing much 2 say rite now
speechless n i feel empty
dun know y...
actually i'm waiting 4 my sis 2 fetch me up
either tonite or 2morrow morning...

erm the ending of 2009 n the beginning of 2010
i was wondering how am i going 2 face it
sounds like there are a lot of challenges that i've 2 face
yup...of course...i'm sure that diz sem will be more tougher than my sem 1!
the subjects...lecturers...all those assignments that waiting 4 me
adehhh...i feel like to run away...
far far far away from here...huhu

and of course i've 2 "suffer" n struggle
if i want to get result with flying colours..of course i want it!
no play2 k!!!
but...i don't know whether i can or not =(
i don't think i can score especially arabic...
ops!i've 2 b more confident!!!i'm sure i can if i stdy hard,rite?
"usaha + doa + tawakkal = kejayaan"
remember diz k,pja =)

erm i was thinking bout my life in 2009
there are lot of memories...
at d beginning of diz year, i was at kuis
finishing my diploma
then i graduated in july
ops 4got bout something!
i worked as a teacher eventhough juz for 1 week
such a sweet time...miss them..huhu

n after that, end of july,
i'm here...at usim...2 further my study
4 years and half more 2 go...
such a long journey...huhu
wish me luck...insya-Allah =)

last but not least
welcome 2010 =)

HePi BeSDaY MoM & DaD =)

salam alaik =)
have a wonderful day today!insya-Allah =)

actually, there's a lot of things i want to share here
but, i can't coz i'm quite bz lately...huhu
never mind, as long as i'm still alive,
i'll make sure diz blog alive 2...ngeh3

erm first of all,
i'm sorry mom & dad coz i didn't get a chance 2 update diz blog on ur precious day...
so, a little bit late la...huhu
4 my hero & queen of my heart,
"HePi BeLaTeD BiRtHdAy!!!"
(klau ikut post nih kira belated la...ri2 dh wish dh..huhu
even their b'day on d mood of hr ry,
we gather together2 that nite to celebrate...
coz dad's b'day on 28th Nov &
mom's b'day on 29th Nov...
so 2 b fair n square,we celebrate on 28th nite...ngeh3
2 in 1 lor...hikhikhik
smga pjg umo n mrh rzki slalu ya mak ayah =)
but, alang n his fmly wasn't there...xpa2...len kali ya ^_^
n abg teh too..dh kna nek kpal lak sblm ry haji...huhu

never mind, here's some pic but of course d main actor n actress is juz mom & dad only =)

~kek chocolate chip walnut~
~secret recipe~weee
if i'm not mistaken..huhu

~so sweeeeettt ^_^~

~with their present...~

erm sponsored by :
~suma ank2~
*sharing is caring maaa.... ;)

SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa AiDiLaDhA...wEeE~

nite...huhu
blm pa2 lg dh nite...ngeh3
erm tgh xtau nk bt pa...
tgh menanti n menunggu...huhu
nk b'tolak kul 4 pg japg...waa...tgh2 pg 2...huhu
kna pksa tdo awl...tp xleh nk tdo lg la...huhu...
2la...ska sgt jdk burung hntu...=p
erm xpala,mudah2an slmt smpai kedah la nnt...amin...=)

d samping 2, diriku nk ucapkn...
"SeLaMaT HaRi RaYa AiDiLaDhA"
jgn men mrcun ya bg kaki2, tgn2 men mrcun 2...
amaran b'bhya...mmbhyakan kshtan...weee~

sMgGu d kL

salam...
slmt mlm...huhu
erm dh dkt smggu jgk la aku lepak2 kt kl...
sblm blik kedah...
ri2 kt umh k.ngah...skrg kt umh k.long lak...huhu
nyaman jgk la lepak2 dlu...
bkn slalu leh mkn angn kn..?ngeh3
tp lwk gak la dok ngan ank2 nih...ilang tnsen stdy n exam ri2...huhu
kt umh k.ngah ri2...sj la mls nk dok umh,kuar la merayau2...
k.ngah n abg ngah lak keja...
nk dijadikkan cita...mlm sblm 2...k.ngah bg knci umh...
klau2 diriku nk kuar mryau..(cm tau2 ja diriku mmg nk kuar)=p
so, b'jln2 la diriku ri2...best..sgt best...weee~
tp blik agk lmbt...huhu...
y bestnya,k.ngah cita...cik abg nih-syahmi merangkap ank buah lelaki tunggal...
dia blik dr umh ngasuh,bkak blik tgk2 aku xda...
"cik sue kt toilet kot..."
tp...xda jgk...truskan pncarian...
"cik sue smbunyi2 kot..."
n akhirnya...nangis hero sorg 2...sbb cik sue dia xda...
tkut cik sue dia kna "curi" ngan org...huahuahua =p
2 kesah kt umh k.ngah..huhu

k, kesah kt umh k.long lak...
ngan 3 org ank2 dara...huhu-power puff girls =p
diorg dh start cuti skolah, so xnk p taska...
nk dok umh memndgkn aku pn da kt umh...xpala...ok ja..
n adik pn kt umh jgk(adik nih y plg kcik la-3thn)
so, xpala...tgh cbuk2 nk bt susu kt adik, along jerit lak dr luar...
kaki t'pijak bilah lidi y cucuk2 rojak 2...
y hjg tajam 2...adeh...gabra la jgk aku...trus amik hp...
(y dh mmg sdia ada dlm poket suar..huahuahua)
apalg, tepon k.long la...kelam kabut k.long n abg long blik...huhu
mcm2...huhu...klau diorg gduh, bising2...xdgr ckp...
aku men ugut ja..."nk kna hntr p taska ke??"
kang suma diam...ngeh3...sbbnya diorg suma xmo p taska...
tp jap ja...kang men blik...y sakit kaki pn dh mcm xskt kaki...huhu

2la nmanya bdk2 kn...mcm2 ragam n mcm2 kerenah... ^_^

aLhAmDuLiLLaH...aKhIrNya =)

pagi..pagi n pagi...!!!!
alhamdulillah...dh slmt exam sem 1...ngeh3
9 sem lg nk kna tempuh...^_^
mudah2an okla result nnt...tkut2...
lbh2 lg madkhal n law...
sbb 2 la paper last n time 2 la diuji...
krg kesihatan...huhu
dh 2...diriku ja y abih exam lmbt...
bdk2 umh suma dh blik...
nsib teah xblik lg...2pn sbb dia kna p ATRA...
n nsib bek aku xjoin atra 2...ngeh3 =p
tp next week bru blik kedah...
k.long ajak blik skali...
so, smggu aku abihkn lepak2 kt kl dlu...=p
nikmati awal2 cuti la ktakan...ngeh3 ^_^
tp jap ja blik kedah...pas2 kna meh cni blik...
utk apa??haa...itu y kita xtau...ye dok?ngeh3
ala...da LSP plak smggu...pas2 bru la leh blik kedah utk sepuas ati...
nyamannya waktu 2...anak2 pn suma da....waaa...suka2!!^_^
erm brg2 pn dh kemas...2 y leh ngadap "nyawa" nih jap...ngeh3
smbil ditemani ngan cadbury chochettes...waaaa....terasa cair di mulut...weee~